Where do I begin?
Well, I still hate my job. The latest stunt they are trying to pull is sending me to Jersey City for training. I’m cool with Jersey City, but it would take 2.5 hours to get there by train and bus (keeping in mind I have to be there at 5:30 AM Monday-Friday). So, now, they have decided that I should rent a car, pay for it myself, and they will reimburse me for the rental (not including taxes, gas, tolls and mileage). Needless to say, this training this is absolutely stupid, unnecessary and annoying to say the absolute least.
Now this brings up the fact that I can’t find another job in the city. Granted, I had a great opportunity, but I know I completely blew that phone interview the second it started (phone interviews always make me on edge, because I know most people think they are talking to a woman who is posing as myself, but that’s just my voice). I just wish it were easier to find another full-time job in this city. I know it has to be easy, if you have the right credentials, but I lived in Gnadenhutten, Ohio for 26 years, the land where hopes and dreams were massacred along with 96 Christian Indians.*
I just want to start in a field that I enjoy, can be educated from and still succeed in.
It’s just hard. And I know I’ve probably annoyed Tyler with it. It’s not fair of me to bitch about having a full-time job when he is struggling to get one himself, is it? I just want us both to be happy with our jobs, and I can tell it’s getting the better of both of us.
Ah, life. I can only hope for something better to come along.
Just hopefully soon.
*Yes, that is actually a fact. There is a Wikipedia page dedicated to it here.
The world has bigger problems than boys who kiss boys
like people who kill boys who kiss boys